on 27 May 2012, my grandpa left our family. indeed, i have to admit i dont have much sweet memories of him except for his fierceness and biasness towards grandsons and other grandchildren whom he dote alot on. he is the complete opposite of grandma.. he might not have love me as much as others, but i chose to take the things he did for me as an act of love from him.

because of me, he fell down twice and had stitches on his head. because of me, he had to spend lesser time playing chess with his friends downstairs just to take care of me. because of me, he pick me up from school almost everyday in the evening. because of me, he quarrelled alot with grandma. and the list goes on.....

there are happy memories too... he used to buy back my favourite durians when parents are not at home, and we three will enjoy it among ourselves.. he used to carry the 10kg bag of rice over his shoulder back home every week. he used to take bus everyday out just to meet his friends. he used to cook super yummy noodle soup for me after i'm home from school. he used to call me ah ling loudly at home whenever he couldnt find me... so many and many...

i cannot say he didnt love me, cause i know he did.

a small regret for myself was i did not apologise to him personally even up till he's gone... i said in my heart, hoping that he could hear what i say...

thankyou ah gong.... whether you accept my apology or not. what's important is i know now you are staying together with ah ma once again. 你在我的人生里留下很多美丽的回忆。以前你所担心的，不必再操心了。

阿公，一路走好......