2 more weeks to endure.............

and it's gonna be over SOON.

6 more papers to go ((:

cant wait for it to be over... whole list of activities coming up haha..

FIRST THING WILL BE SHOPPING AND MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

received dad's email.....

his encouragement.
his concern.
his love.
his reminder.
his E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.

he is so far away frm me, yet i feel his warmth and love......is that the connection between a father and daughter?

perhaps (:


anyway, thanks dad ((:

its friday once again.......

but somehow i hope weekend never arrives...


saw the seating arrangement for o's jus nw, mine was the last 4th row... good? bad? i dunno..

alll i know is ....

the day is drawing nearer... and somehow i am afraid. its a different feeling form PSLE though. very different )):

jus wanna tell all my friends out there: all the best. be at your peak performance on every exam!!!!!

one more week to o's!!!!!!!!!!!!

ytd went to send dad off... went there rather early to eat supper LOL. mum ate this big bowl of mee siam la. as for me, i chose something small but rather ex (not on purpose k) --- oreo cheescake... its heavenly ((: bought sandwich back for breakfast today. dad didnt eat anything cos later he will get to eat on the plane.

took some photos at the airport... HAHA. family potrait. took some photos with the diff companies of airlines.. quite fun. and the air stewardess is gorgeous...air steward also very dashing HAAH most importantly they are all very friendly la.

mom was reminding dad abt calling home and stuff. haha and of course not forgetting a hug.. i also reminded dad to buy a bear form england! LOL.ytd lotsa ppl gg thru the custom so gotta wait for a moment before dad successfully went in... then dad waved goodbye to us...a mirror separating us form each other... the feeling rather weird.

sat the sky train to terminal 2 with mom. shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mom was onli interested at bags, perfumes, jewellery.. all these i m not interest lor. but still... i went along with mom la. being a very nice daughter, its been a LONG LONG time since i went shopping with mom le... HAHA as usual, i held onto mummy hand jus like i was a child ((: her hand is so warm and filled with love.. indeed i am still a child ((:

sat cab home. on the cab, dad called us!!!!!!!!!! telling us that he gg in le... will call us when he arrived in dublin. i thought i was very strong, but was terribly wrong..... i cried in the cab HAHA the uncle was like looking at us -.- too emo le la....

anw, mom super happy now, and is like treating everyone... secrets..

congrats mummy ((:

o levels in 1 week time.......

mugging ):

gonna send dad off tmr ))): his flight is 11 plus at night, taking british airways.... SOBS he will only be back on 25 if not wrong.....


dad.. bon voyage.. i will miss you..

went out with sis the whole of ytd!!!!!!!!!!! i was late as usual... but its actually not my fault lor, the bus came late HAHA.

i donated to the SBS transit lor. here's what happened:

took bus 53 to bishan so can get to somerset. then knowing that my card left with 30 cents, i decided to put in coins... who knows when i put in the coins, the uncle said must show him my student pass to prove that i am a student.... so i showed him la. then he said must scan the card, i scan lor. and YES! they deducted another 55 cents from my card, which left a negative value in it! so ytd i paid double the price for the bus trip ): do i even look like i m not a student DUH. its like my first time the bus uncle ever ask me to show him my student pass to prove lor! HAIZ.

i took abt 3 whole days to think abt what to eat for dinner and my prezzie haha. and so since i haven thought of what to eat, we went shopping at heeren first lo. sis bought some movies at HMV... and some movies were on sales!!!!

dinner at heeren basement --- VIL'AGE:

its actually a buffet sort of thingy. VERY YUMMY!!!!!!! ate crayfish pasta, took some potato sort of thing from sis as well HAHA. my dessert was tiramisu cake! sis's blueberry baked cheese was heavenly la!!!!! the cheese was so thick... delicious ((: spent abt 52 bucks on dinner.

continue our shopping spree after that. went to takashimaya and bought this tank top from esprit, and this special thingy that wrote pass in all exams in chinese. its actually a jap product, rather cute.. haha, so sis bought one for me, and one for herself since she taking exam rihgt after my o's. bought a fila bag too... its looks VERY cute hahaha... it actually cost abt 50 plus de, then now oonly selling for 26 plus ((: cos they having clearance sales i think. all the tees also on sales.

then we spotted this cart shop selling all the cutie stuff, like spongebob, doraemon, winnie the pooh, etc. so i got so excited abt this doraemon toy, which can change its face HAHA ... knowing that i LOVE doraemon, sis bought one for me.... as i know that my companion cell also LOVES xiao ding dang, so i decided to get one for her lo. but sis refuses to let me pay for it, so ended up sis buying for her LOLL.

reached home ard 10.45pm.. sis escort me home cos she said bu fang xin ((: and she's actually trying to recognise the places and everything so that she can come my house next time without taking cab. LOL. stayed till abt 11 plus then parents came back frm wedding dinner. they suggested sis to stay overnight, but cos sis injured her arm and required to apply medication on it, so she has to go home )): but nevermind, after my o's i am gonna rock her whole house down HAHAHA

and amazingly sis reached home within 10 mins when she stayed near marine parade!!!! cos she said green light throughout the way HAHA and very few cars on the road as well cool!

had a great time ytd... and now i was back with my books open, studying AGAIN.... it seems to be a cycle after all....

HAPPY SWEET 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [edited on 5 oct]

yuppie its my birthday! the long waited moment ((:

thanks to my dearest daddy, mummy, sisters, brothers, aunties, uncles ((: for your wishes and prezzies!

thanks to all my wonderful frens ----- hui zhen, huiling, lingying, ethel, michelle, ching fang, serene, jess, joyce, rachel, clara cho, shi mun, shelley, many many more.... your gifts, wishes, love letters, etc... everything, THANK YOU! its really sweet of all of you ((: love ya!!!!!!!!! muackies =D

THANKS DADDY& MUMMY:

for this cutie, sweetie birthday card..... and the ang pow as well haha... mom still owes me a prezzie. cos i haven thought of wad i wanted yet =D

THANKS LINGYING& ETHEL:



the heart can blink!!!! HAHA its filled with lights ((:





a very beautiful key chain filled with stars in the bottle and with my name chained on it


THANKS HUILING:



the exam kit!!!!!!! actually it ocntains lotsa surprises inside!!!!! shhh... a secret between both of us LOL

and of course not forgetting your surpise birthday e-card !!!!!!!!

THANKS CHING FANG:


a very cutie handphone holder ((:



a specially made wishing bottle!!!! its filled with 16 stars representing 16 yrs old, and one star that can glow in the dark, which rep me!!!!!! to shine as brightly as i can ((:


THANKS SERENE:



a specially handmade keychain that can never be found in the other part of the world! its made purely form the love of serene haha, and its indeed very beautiful (:

also serene gave me a sweety correction tape which she wants me to always take a break form my studies, and not get too tired =D

THANKS HUI ZHEN:



a SOTONG handphone holder!!!! cos huizhen knows i love drawing SOTONGS ard my frens paper haha.. its really a indication of me la cos i am indeed quite blur at times (: its so cutie looking doesnt it?

THANKS JESS:

for your bolster!!!!! it reminds me of the times when i was still a baby huggging a bolster sleeping soundly ((: and the lovely "slipper" as well!!! xie xie ((:

PREZZIES COLLECTED AS OF TODAY:

celebrating birthday this sunday with cousins,etc since its also my chinese birthday AHAHA. cutting birthday cake tonight..... date with sis on saturday!!!!!!

more photos will be coming up!

dad leaving next sunday for london, dublin, luxemburg ))): [for work] very sad cos he will only be back ard 25 oct, which means dad will not be with me when o's starts!!!! i will definitely miss him!!!!

as for my decision.... well, i left with abt 24 hrs to give my final answer! all my frens & cousins told me the same thing : to go with wad i really want, and dun regret after making the choice and they will give me their fullest support.....

latest update:

我接受那个application le.....所以不管怎样,我再也不会改变我的主意了..这一次,我一定不能后悔, 而要做到最好!!!!!!!!! 谢谢你们给我的建议与支持,我会努力的!

all i could say now is THANKS... and still THANKS... for making my sixteen birthday such a memorable one....hugs (:

A SAD AND TRAGIC CHILDRENS DAY I've GOT )))):

i am practically in a condition worst than mummies who are in labour la!!!!!!!! rahhh

i sort of break my personal record of consuming 6 panadols within a day....it is definitely not something i proud of DUH.

anw, 2 more days to ahem ahem.... something i really look forward for in the beginning of the year.. but now if u were to ask me whether i wanna that day to arrive.. i would say " 80% not."

cos it also means a day i had to make my decision of my life. the choice that will ultimately changes my future ):

its been days that i kept telling myself this:

wake up, manling. it's time to make ur final decision!!!! no matter what, dun regret it, but make it the best choice you ever made....


still........ that doesnt work AT ALL ):